Saw this while browsing xanga :)

It's hard to run from a feeling that haunts you every now and then, painful to tell your heart that you don't need it. you keep on pretending that you are better to be alone, when in fact you feel so empty. but why take chances if you see no hope? why try if there's nothing to win for? sometimes it pays to wait. never hurry. let infatuation die a natural death and give birth to true love when it's time. Sometimes I wonder why sunset is more colorful than sunrise. I guess it's an irony of life. "Sometimes, better things could really happen in saying goodbye..." Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you. And when it does, pray that it the love that will stay and last a lifetime. Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow. Just think of this, Somewhere in the world there is this amazing person walking around who is completely unaware that you exist and that you both are destined to be together.

A relationship is a two way street.
It's never all your fault or the other persons.
You go into the relationship together and work through it all together.

And if nothing ever happens between us again I just want you to know one thing...
I love you and I have always loved you.
Through all our mistakes and my selfish moments you have always been the one.

There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment, you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on the pathembrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up...

Haven't blogged for the longest time. I've been soo not myself lately, most of the things are not on its proper place and stuff. I've become less sensitive and passive towards the people around me lately. naisip ko lang, its time to start complying to one of my new year's resolutions and honestly, i haven't done anything listed on the January 1 corner of my planner. People are becoming strange so far, siguro because of stress or something, pero this is super strange na. I can't think and write well for the past few days and i have been so pre occupied with little random things that shouldn't really bug me at all. Masyado ko nang pinoproblema ang mga bagay bagay these past few weeks. Nakaka-stress na ang school work plus several other issues but then, it's a good thing na im still not losing that "school drive" although nakakapagod na din at times.

When you walk away from something and there’s no gravitational pull,
then you know you’re doing the right thing.
- Jessica Simpson

My relationship with several persons are so not smooth na din. Aldritch and I had pety fights for almost 2 months na din plus my friends and I are not able to spend time together na din. Busy kasi lahat with school and syempre, each one of us naman has her own problem din kaya we cannot really manage to ask na din each one unlike before. We don’t always understand the “why” of things that happen and we don’t always need to. What's happening is disheartening kasi we don't really get to talk na din about what's going on with each others life and stuff but then at the end of the day its still that distinct bond na hopefully would bring us all back. Sabi nga ni gez kanina "Wait until 2nd year kasi yun na yung magaan na load and etong sem na to yung one of those na stressing" (or something like that).

Again, ill share with you my favorite prayer, hoping that eventually, everything would fall on its proper places :)

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.

Amen.



And no relationship is perfect, ever. There are some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something in order to gain something greater.
But the love we have for each other is bigger than those small differences. And that's the key. It's like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship
has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot.
- Sarah Dessen

2008

JANUARY
- i discovered that i didn't passed UP or ADMU either.

FEBUARY
- last retreat

- last highschool fieldtrip sa forest club, laguna

- my 16th :) which turned out not-so-great dahil .....
- my 2nd and last highschool prom


MARCH
- we un-officially broke up

APRIL
- Graduated from highschool! :) it was a fun experience pero sad din as well kasi i know we'll all be parting ways
- i officially became a Thomasian :>


MAY
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JUNE
- My college years started!
- i met Über great and crazy people :)


JULY
- transition sa college life
- na-experience na pumasok ng maaga at sakto pag dating ng uste, suspended naman pala.
- things between us became much complicated

AUGUST
- UST DAYS batch 68 :)


- this should have been our 3rd year together. pero di namin na-celebrate kasi nga we're un-officially OFF since march
- i discovered something that i just can't ignore
- nagka-ayos na din kami after barely 4 months, for good na :)


SEPTEMBER
- first UAAP Cheerdance experience with Cye :)



OCTOBER
- nalaman ko na i failed ALGEBRA :(


NOVEMBER
- nalaman namin na buntis si mama :)



DECEMBER
- na-stranded sa Corregidor ng walang dalang kahit ano! hahah.


- first time maka-sakay sa isang water vessel


- unang paskuhan experience :)

2008 was a bit shaky for me;
it was a fun and an emotional year
pero good thing i was able to ride with its ups and downs :)

thank you to everyone who made my 2008 super colorful!
happy holidays everyone! :)

MAGKAKA-BABY NA KAMI ULIT! :D

After 12 years, may bago na kaming baby! :D Excited ako na kinakabahan. For such a long time, dalawa lang kami and by August 2009,
magiging tatlo na kami! ;)

Sana lang BOY yung bagong baby,
gusto ko kasi ako lang yung girl sa family! ;p

This will be MY sched for the 2nd sem. I won't be having Math 102 and ill be taking up Math 101, again. No choice for PE yet. Soccer/Football and social dance classes are offered for 2nd year people. So far, we are having second thoughts of taking up Korfball.

Im excited for the 2nd sem. I feel like this is the time for PROPER CHANGE. i mean, really change my study habits and adjust fully. Looking forward for a better 2nd sem! :)